Sleepy

Hi! How you guys have been?
Me? Nope, not doing so well lately. I'm scared. Terrified to be honest and I don't exactly know why. Help me. Help.

Nak mengadu, tak tahu nakmengadu kat sapa. Letih, sangat letih. Rasa nak jerit mintak tolong, tapi sapa ja nak dengaq. Nak buat macam mana ni?

I feel sleepy like all time. Whenever I feel sad or stressed out, I automatically feel sleepy and nowadays I sleep so frequent I lost track of time. I only woke up to pray and mandi then I sleep again. I don't want to be that kind of person. I wanna be happy.

Let me be happy, Allah. For once, let me be.

Salam.