Hero

Gold.

It must have been a roller coaster of emotions for us Malaysian these past few days. I woke up feeling solemn this morning and nothing, not a thing I do can make the feeling go away. It is not because I feel disappointed or anything, I just feel,.. sad.

To be honest, after the game last night, I cried, like a baby. I don't why but I just feel sorry for our hero, Datuk Lee Chong Wei. No one would ever understand how he felt at that time I bet, no one. His face said it all. How much he wanted to hold that Gold before taking his bow from Olympics. Shit, now I am crying.

I grew up watching his game, his name and Lin Dan was a familiar name to me as badminton was the only sport I can play during my school time. I am not very sporty but badminton hold a significant part in my life.

We probably get over this after few days or maybe after few weeks, but him? W never know. The way he said sorry during the interview last night broke my heart, I cried right away. He really wants that gold, for us Malaysians and for him too.

I just want to say that you did you very best and you don't have to be sorry about it, we know. We know.

Yes, we did send our thanks, comforting words and more through social media and everything. People around him also, must have been comforting him but, the fact that I can somehow feel how he much he wants it and nothing, nothing probably can help him forget this moment, make me feel useless as a fellow Malaysian. We all want to make him feel better, but to be honest, we all know we can't.

I just hope he knows that he make us proud and that is enough for us. Thank you. Thank you for all of your hard work.