Thesis. No start. I'm dead.
Hmm, allahu, allahu, allahu. How to be rajin hah? I need to start working on my thesis like freakin' RIGHT NOW for god sake! Too lazy to do so. I need something to push me but what? I don't even have a specific title yet. I am so dead.
I need to be able to know what am I going to research about and only then I can pick my supervisor. But, no title, no supervisor lah of course. Dah la tak banyak lecturer yang available untuk jadi supervisor, considering the number of other students lagi who will be taking their thesis subject with me. Can I quit? No, no, no. I can't talk shit like this.
I am just gonna chill for a few days then I will think about this again.
Au revoir~
Salam.
Showing posts with label feelings. Show all posts
Showing posts with label feelings. Show all posts
Thursday, 21 July 2016
Tuesday, 12 July 2016
Lovely
Raya celebration!
So, how was your Raya this year? Good? I hope everything went well for all of you.
As for me, it was better than I expected. Alhamdulillah. The people, the food, the ambience, the house and everything were great. Although, there was some major breakdown half through Raya, but I managed to get over it, luckily.Got two theme this year as I have two family. It was dark blue with my father and purple with my mother. Both are lovely.
Only bought one black and plain jubah and I just simply changed my tudung to match with the theme. It was less but I feel more. I do not know how to explain it but I feel more if you know what I meant.
I have regrets. Too many actually. Sometimes I just wish that I can turn back time and change the way I act, or the things I say. I want to live differently. But then again, does changes always meant to be a good thing?
Anyway, Selamat Hari Raya to those who are celebrating. Taqabalallahu minna wa minkum.
Salam.
p/s: can't wait for Ramadhan next year
So, how was your Raya this year? Good? I hope everything went well for all of you.
As for me, it was better than I expected. Alhamdulillah. The people, the food, the ambience, the house and everything were great. Although, there was some major breakdown half through Raya, but I managed to get over it, luckily.Got two theme this year as I have two family. It was dark blue with my father and purple with my mother. Both are lovely.
Only bought one black and plain jubah and I just simply changed my tudung to match with the theme. It was less but I feel more. I do not know how to explain it but I feel more if you know what I meant.
I have regrets. Too many actually. Sometimes I just wish that I can turn back time and change the way I act, or the things I say. I want to live differently. But then again, does changes always meant to be a good thing?
Anyway, Selamat Hari Raya to those who are celebrating. Taqabalallahu minna wa minkum.
Salam.
p/s: can't wait for Ramadhan next year
Saturday, 2 July 2016
Sleepy
Hi! How you guys have been?
Me? Nope, not doing so well lately. I'm scared. Terrified to be honest and I don't exactly know why. Help me. Help.
Nak mengadu, tak tahu nakmengadu kat sapa. Letih, sangat letih. Rasa nak jerit mintak tolong, tapi sapa ja nak dengaq. Nak buat macam mana ni?
I feel sleepy like all time. Whenever I feel sad or stressed out, I automatically feel sleepy and nowadays I sleep so frequent I lost track of time. I only woke up to pray and mandi then I sleep again. I don't want to be that kind of person. I wanna be happy.
Let me be happy, Allah. For once, let me be.
Salam.
Me? Nope, not doing so well lately. I'm scared. Terrified to be honest and I don't exactly know why. Help me. Help.
Nak mengadu, tak tahu nakmengadu kat sapa. Letih, sangat letih. Rasa nak jerit mintak tolong, tapi sapa ja nak dengaq. Nak buat macam mana ni?
I feel sleepy like all time. Whenever I feel sad or stressed out, I automatically feel sleepy and nowadays I sleep so frequent I lost track of time. I only woke up to pray and mandi then I sleep again. I don't want to be that kind of person. I wanna be happy.
Let me be happy, Allah. For once, let me be.
Salam.
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