Sunway Lagoon (Part 2)

Syazana.

This post is dedicated to my beloved friend Syazana. Well, I think you are the only one that is reading all my blog post, I think.

 So, this is following my first trip to Sunway Lagoon to try the bungee jumping. I forgot where I stop in the last post so we just go to the event of the day lah.

I registered, paid the bungee. Actually the actual price for bungee jumping is RM80 (for Malaysian citizen). But, the cute guy in the counter said that I could get less RM20 if I just like their Instagram account so duhh. *Liked*

I was waiting in line and suddenly all the butterflies in this freakin world somehow decided to gather up and settled in my empty stomach. Damn it. Was waiting in line looking at other people jumping in front of my very eyes, good Lord, they don't even scream like what? Asal tak jerit doh korang gila ke apa. Then my turn came. Wow, God knows how nervous I am.

My happy face tbh

So, the guy put the safety rope on me and everything, man it actually hurts my legs a little as they tighten the sponge(?), I don't know what is it call.

Abang tali jokingly said the rope pernah snapped before ha ha ha so funny la Abang - -'

So, despite the funniest joke I had heard in my life, with a heavy heart, I now stand at the end of the platform ready to jump. Nah, I am so not readyyyyy haha another Abang had to persuade me for about five minutes before I really jump though. Seriously, I almost gave up, like lantaklah RM60 melayang I don't care I don't want to do this. But, thanks to Abang tali and Fatinah who kept on motivating me, I took a deep breath, screamed my heart out and I jump! Yeay!

The thing is that, I jump funnily because I don't hear the instruction properly during the briefing so I look like a corpse being thrown form a cliff  like so jelly, so funny. One thing I regret until today was that I closed my eyes. Mannn, I miss the best view because I am too scared. I have the video of my first bungee in my Instagram, it is too much of a hassle to upload it here so you can watch it here. Anyway, looking forward to have another bungee jump moment again. In Macau, maybe?

One of the best day in my life I must say

p/s: I love you Sya and I miss you so much xoxo

Lorry and Bus

Yesterday, I almost got hit by a bus.

Yeah, I don't really know how to cross the road since I was small actually. Once, I almost got hit by a lorry in front of my house (my house is close to the main road fyi). Thanks to my mom for calling my name which stopped me to look at her when suddenly I felt a gush of wind pass by me. My mom was screaming and I just froze there, too shock to even do anything. That was my first time I encountered a dramatic near-death experience, I think. I have been traumatized since then to cross the road and always need someone's help if I were to cross. My family and friends know this.

Again, it all came back to me yesterday when I was almost got hit by RapidKL bus to be exact. It is just that I am  running to cross the road to catch the bus on the other side of the road, afraid that I would miss it just to wait another half an hour for another bus. Not even thinking, I just run. Thank god , the driver saw me and stopped. He shook his head and I couldn't be more embarrassed and scared than ever. I sat on the bus, not doing anything uulike always (playing with my phone, listening to songs). I just stare out of the window the whole journey to the LRT Station, still shocked.

The thing is that, it took me to almost got hit by a bus, only to realize that I didn't want to die yet. I used to think that dying was the only solution to my misery, but not anymore now. I realize that I want to love more, I also want to be loved. I want to ask for forgiveness and forgive people too. I haven't done enough for my parents, I want to see my brothers, sisters again and again. Playing and fighting with them. I want to go out and enjoy road trip with my friends, eat good food with them, try out new restaurants and watch Marvel movies and more. I want to meet basically everyone. I want to love everyone. I haven't realize how much I want to love until yesterday, the day when I almost got hit by a bus. 

Life Bungee

I did something crazy today.

OMG OMG OMG! I just don't think anymore. Actually I've been dreaming about doing bungee jumping in Macau which is one of the tallest bungee jumping spot in the world. I thought there is none in Malaysia but when I googled, there is freakin one spot in Sunway Lagoon for god sake.

I did some research about it. I googled about the reviews from people who had already try it out and of course the price and everything. Only to a disappointment, it is too expensive for me. I mean, I can pay the price for the bungee jumping but to pay the entrance fee to Sunway Lagoon separately, kills me. If I want to try it out, I would have to pay a total of RM130 and above. Moreover, I don't have any transportation, thus the public transport fee to be added to that. Argh!

I've been thinking about it for few days, when suddenly the inner child in me said to just go for it. I emailed Sunway management asking whether I can do the bungee jumping without having to pay for the entrance fee. They must think I'm crazy, pathetic or something and they might not even read it but I just don't care anymore. I just want to do it. I have had enough with myself saying wanting to do this, to do that, but nothing happen. So, I emailed them.

I have many dreams and I want to make it come true no matter what happen. I just want to make my life extraordinary, for once, well at least for me. People can laugh about it and maybe the bungee in Sunway is not that high but it surely feels that, if this happen, many more adventure will awaits for me in the future. I am just a kid with dreams, yeah 22 year old kid. I don't care. I emailed them.

Not putting too much hope on this but still, please Allah, make this happen for me.

*update: Man, I just checked the page, it is actually RM120 per adult for entrance fee, hmm k

Sudut Pandang

The other side.

Harini kita cerita pasal menjadi seorang peniaga. Ada satu hari tu, Allah buka peluang untuk aku jadi seorang peniaga, tak hebat mana pun, tak mewah pun, kadang dipandang remeh sesetengah orang, kerja pasar malam je buat part time.

Selalunya, aku je yang membeli kat pasar malam. Pusing-pusing cari lauk tengok kedai tu tengok kedai ni. Sebelum ni tak pernah pulak terfikir atau terasa apa-apa bila tengok pak cik makcik abang kakak adik meniaga. Tapi harini, alhamdulillah Allah buka sudut pandang baru untuk aku bila duduk di kerusi seorang peniaga.

Mungkin remehh, tak penting pun dan sebagainya but you know what peeps, sitting from this side of the world, gives me something to ponder upon. Everytime pelanggan lalu kat depan, dalam hati ni dok berdoa-doa sepanjang pelanggan lalu tu 'Singgah la' 'Singgah la'. Tapi, hari tak senantiasa cerah kan, hampa.

Oh silau!

Dulu pernah tolong mak meniaga depan rumah, mee kari dengan air kelapa, tapi dulu lain, dengan mak. Kali ni sorang takde sape nak tolong. Nak ditambah pulak kemanisan pengalaman berniaga di pasar malam, Allah turunkan hujan, lebat pulak tu sekali dengan angin. Mak cik kat belakang booth aku tu terus tutup. Aku kata 'La, tutup dah ka mak cik'. Mak cik tu kata 'Tutup la adik oi, kalau hari hujan macam ni, selalunya tak banyak pelanggan dah, tapi takpala nak buat macam mana'. Dia akhiri kalam dia dengan senyuman kalau seingat aku.

Macam macam dugaan jadi peniaga pasar malam ni, detik hati kecil aku, kadang-kadang tak habis makanan di jual, berpanas, berhujan, beribut dan sebagainya tapi tetap datang setiap hari nak buka kedai cari duit selagi ada kudrat. Ada sepasang suami isteri kat depan aku buka kedai goreng goreng, tua dah, sangat tua. Tapi sweet je tengok merpati dua sejoli tu buat kerja sama-sama, barang kali tak mahu menyusahkan anak-anak sebab tu usaha sendiri. Insaf.

Sehari je kerja, tapi ibrah yang aku dapat masyaallah, harap orang lain mampu dapat peluang yang sama macam aku, mungkin boleh jadi lembut sikit hati tu supaya tak mengungkit-ungkit, complain, tak bersyukur dengan apa yang ada. Susah sikit tu tak apalah, jangan dok whiny sangat, Allah nak uji pasal dia sayang okay? :)

Anyway, it was a good experience. It opens my eyes, my heart and teach me to be grateful in life.

May Allah help and guide us to the right path.

Salam.

PTPTN

I want to say something.

Alhamdulillah, dapat lagi kita bertemu dengan hari Jumaat yang penuh barakah ni. Have you read surah Al-Kahf today? If you haven't read it, then spare some time, and read it, dapat pahala banyak taw. Hehe. :)

Rasulullah (pbuh) said: 

  "Friday is the best of days. It was on this day that Hadrat Aadam alayhis salaam was created, it was on this day that he was granted entry into jannah, it was on this day that he was removed from jannah (which became the cause for man's existence in this universe, and which is a great blessing), and the day of resurrection will also take place on this day. "

 (Sahih Muslim)

So, yeah, back to the main thing. Actually, I only have few more days before nak masuk UIA Gombak 6th September ni nervous youuu~
Pening lagi dengan PTPTN ni. Masih berbelah bahagi nak ambil ke tidak. Ye la, ramai benar yang cakap pasal ni sama ada kat Twitter, Facebook or any other social networking that ever exist. They kinda sound angry and furious because they have to pay back their loan but still ada jugak yang okay dengan PTPTN ni. Entahlah.

Tapi bagi aku la kan, dah nama pun pinjam, kena la pulang balik kan? So, apa masalahnya?
Dah tu, kalau tak mahu bayar balik pun, belajar betul betul, bagi dapat first class honour. Kalau result cemerlang, insyaAllah, loan tu dia akan tukar jadi biasiswa or dia akan bagi diskaun, itulah yang diberitahu kebanyakan, just sampaikan je.

Kalau betul nawaitu awak tu nak belajar, semua ni takkan jadi masalah bukan? Ye, tahu, bukan semua orang berkemampuan nak bayar balik loan tu in a split second, take time kan.

Lagi satu, nak habaq mai ni, kita mungkin tak tahu,tapi ada student kat luar sana tu, duit cukup-cukup untuk makan, nak alas perut untuk terus survive dekat university. Duit pinjaman dia tu, dia guna dengan cermat tak mahu membazir. Belajar pulak jangan cerita la kan, pergi mana-mana pun bawak buku, rajin study semata-mata nak dapat result cemerlang. Mesti ada punya. Kot orang jenis macam ni nak rasa marah bayar PTPTN yang berkomisen tinggi tu logik la jugak. Maybe la. Tapi, kalau dah duit PTPTN tu awak buat beli iphone, tablet dan sebagainya, macam mana tu? Duit tu awak enjoy, belajar pun macam cukup syarat je, tak baik la. It's not appropriate la kalau nak marah marah sebab kena bayar balik.

Kalau awak tak setuju dengan PTPTN tu dengan sebab musabab politik, maaf, saya tidak berpendapat begitu and by the way, saya bukan macai kalau itu yang awak rasa. Saya suka warna hijau, hehe. Okay takde kena mengena,sekadar selingan. Haha. Tapi tak bermakna aku tak ambil tahu, aku baca banyak artikel pasal PTPTN ni, aku faham kenapa orang rasa berat sangat nak bayar. But, I believe that when you say "pinjam", you have to pay back. Ape benda pun bila kita pinjam kita kena bagi balik. Kan?

Yang dah usaha tu, tapi tak berjaya jugak dapat result elok, jangan sedih, jangan putus asa, jangan marah. Allah tu Maha Adil. Bila niat kita belajar tu kerana Allah, jangan risau, Dia akan tunjukkan jalan nak mudahkan kita bayar loan tu semua okay. Man Jadda Wa Jadda!

So, that's all for now. Maaf kalau terkasar bahasa, takde niat untuk marah sesiapa pun ni, just nak bagi pendapat yang tak seberapa ni haa. Serius, takde kena mengena dengan sesiapa pun. Peringatan untuk diri sendiri jugak. Mak pun dah warning awal-awal kot suruh belajar rajin-rajin. Aigoo~

Takpe, belajar dengan niat kerana Allah adalah satu jihad! Aja-aja hwaiting!! Heeee~

Wassalam.

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#prayforSyria
#peace