That Magic Spell

I am stupid.

For 5 years I have been holding this pain ..
You came into my life and make me fall for you..
But then you just keep me hanging, lonely..
Yes I know that I'm not the beautiful girl that you want..
But its hurting me deeply for keeping this secret from you.

God endowed me this feeling called LOVE ,
and I want you to know that only Him can take this feeling away from me..

I have been waiting for such a long time but still,
the L word keep getting stronger as times grow ..
Now I have made up my mind..
I need to use that spell..

I HATE YOU   I HATE YOU   and   I HATE YOU

I 'm so sorry but I need to use it now...  Asfi Raihan, hwaiting ! You can do it ! *self hypnosis

Bye .

p/s : Stop being so handsome, you're making its hard for me to hate you and I meant it.